
This shot was taken of Jilly the day after Christmas from my mom's camera - We had forgotten about the shots taken from her camera - then, I was transferring some different pictures from her camera to the computer the other day & found this one.
UPDATE: For those who know about my "Jilly situation", then you know I've tried & tried calling Justin (Jilly's daddy), but the other day... he actually answered the phone. He was at work, so I really don't think he knew who was calling - I think he just pulled the phone out of his pocket & answered it without looking at the number to see that it was me. At any rate, I asked him nicely if we could see Jilly & he was obviously in a bad mood & said he couldn't talk & that he was at work - he said he'd had a "shitty" week & he'd have to call me back later that night (this was last Saturday). After we hung up, he sent a text message saying pretty much the same thing & that he had to calm down before he talked to me & that he'd call later that night or Sunday. I never heard from him.
Needless to say, I've been depressed all week, then my dad saw him yesterday - he told Justin that he really needed to let me see Jilly, that I've been missing her sooo badly, & that he needed to call me to at least get started on working out this whole situation, since he's the one who has custody of Jilly.
They talked a bit & Justin told dad that he's in the process of looking for another job. I still haven't heard a word from him.
Now, I know what kind of stress that can cause, but this has been going on for sooo long & he's given excuse after excuse after excuse as to why he can't bring Jilly over or why I can't go over there to see her & I've had it - I'm at the end of my rope - but I can't afford to take him to court to get grandparents visitation rights - so I don't know what to do. I feel like he's given me no choice but to give up, but it really isn't in me to give up on seeing my grand baby - every time I think that way, I cry.
The only other thing that I can think of to do is actually drive over after work & see if he'll answer the door. I've tried that in the past (to no avail - they wouldn't answer the door) when he was still married to Kesley (my daughter) but not since they've divorced.
Because Justin won't allow us to take Jilly to have professional photos made of her, I'm going to enlarge 3 photos, including this one, that I had taken that day & frame them. Maybe one day, we'll get to know that little girl.